SORRY FOR DISTURBING YOU..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

 

I am writing this just because I don’t feel comfortable seeing other people look at me uncomfortably. Got what I mean? No? That’s ok. I just need to do this to keep myself calm again. To feel much better. I can’t tell any soul in my office, they are not my friends, they just colleagues.

 

I am not VERY good at what I am doing, just a little better than you. Please stop judging me like you know me for a long time. Like you know my past. Like you are by my side since I was born. And you and me are totally different. Live your life the way you want it. And don’t expect me to live my life the way you WANT it too..!

 

Stop judging me, stop judging other people around you..! Because you have no right to do so. Stop acting like I need your blessing to success..! Of course NOT! I am very SORRY to make you feel that way.. I wasn’t born to please you. Go get your own REAL life. We are not getting younger.

 

I don’t hate her, I just feel so pity because she have to worry about my life. Because she have to feel uncomfortable of my presence in her life. But I do feel honored because she is spending some of her value time to think about me J

 

And thank you very much for taking your time to read this crap..! Sayang selalu J

 

Sampai jumpa lagi..wassalam.